far from okay.
What I’ve Learned:
1. A girl can lose feelings for you over night.
2. A kiss can be just that, a kiss. Completely meaningless.
3. Love can be one sided but I still wonder if that is love at all
4. Never beg for someone to stay or to love you. You shouldn’t have to beg for someone to be a part of your life or to love you. You deserve better than that.
5. Stop breaking your ribs to make space for those who do not belong there.
6. Learning to breathe again is harder than the doctors said it would be.
7. I don’t know what hurts more at night; being alone or being in love.
8. Laying with someone in bed at night is temporary. It won’t get rid of the lonely. You will still wake up and leave in the morning with a heavy heart and no hand to hold.
9. Sometimes the sky rains gasoline instead of water and you have to be strong enough and ignore the urge to set yourself on fire.
10. I will be okay someday. Bad things happen for no reason sometimes and things end but that shouldn’t mean you should come to an end too. The ocean will always have waves; I just have to learn to swim through them for a bit longer.
11. The stretch marks I left on my mother from birth will not be another suicide letter I never finished.
Oliver Nolau (via tywin)

"This life was never meant to fill us or satisfy out need for goodness. The hunger will not be satisfied. It cannot be. And when the wind blows through my soul and tempts me to despair over the lot I have been given, I cling to the truth that The Lord has something better for me. It won’t…

my name is luna enriquez

durkin62:

watchoutboy:

OH MY GOD WHY, WHY DO YOU DO THIS ON A SITE WITH 13 YEAR OLDS WHO WILL ACTUALLY TRY THIS, STOP

Natural selection.

durkin62:

watchoutboy:

OH MY GOD WHY, WHY DO YOU DO THIS ON A SITE WITH 13 YEAR OLDS WHO WILL ACTUALLY TRY THIS, STOP

Natural selection.

jaaywood:

blaack-paradise:


Miranda Kerr, American Apparel Ad. (My edition)


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jaaywood:

blaack-paradise:

Miranda Kerr, American Apparel Ad. (My edition)

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Fashion* Minimal* Girls* Art* www.jaaywood.tumblr.com

I owe myself so many apologies. I’m so sorry for constantly feeling sorry.
Please forgive my paradox.
intr0vertedsoul (via intr0vertedsoul)

1. You will feel so alone you think you hear your bones screaming. The sky will look mint and the air will taste of mercury and purple salt. Here, you open the window and allow the cold to gnaw at your skin with it’s metal teeth. Allow it to ripple across your wrists like volcanic lava. Allow it to kiss your neck and tower over your eyelashes. Do not cry.

2. Make your walls bare. Take in the peeling paint. Take in the vast emptiness. Rip out every single page of your favorite novel and tape it to your walls. Breathe in the words. Exhale the characters, the plot, the black setting. Do not cry.

3. Fill the bathtub with water. Take a bath in the dark. Think about how the universe is expanding. You are made up of stardust. You have galaxies breathing inside your palms, the moon is swimming against your thighs. You are meteor showers and the Seven Sisters. Do not cry.

4. Wash your sheets with ivory detergent. Wash your hands with pomegranate soap. Put cucumbers on your eyes. Put lotion on your toes, elbows, collar bones. Do not cry.

5. Remember cities will burn and stomach acid will flood your liver and lungs. Remember people are making love, buying groceries, making omelets, committing murder, giving birth, taking exams, waiting for him, for her. Remember people are dying. You are not. Remember do not cry.

6. If there are needles stinging your chest and marmalade reminds you of red stained lips and hurricane eyes, write poetry. It is the only thing you can do. Paint yourself using the color of the sea. Do not limit yourself to blue. The ocean is not blue. It is brown and purple at sunrise. Green and opaque at dawn. Do not cry.

7. You are alone. There are gaps within us that can be filled with rubber cement. But we will always bleed. It is human nature. Let yourself bleed. The poison, the cockroaches, the mud, the oil. You are the only God you need. You are the only God you will ever need. And finally, baby, cry.

confessions from my alcoholic mother   (via elephantstears)

beautifulpicturesofhealthyfood:

Avocado and Egg Breakfast Pizza…RECIPE

organicandhappy:

Easy & Healthy Asian Peanut Noodle Stirfry (Vegan, Gluten free)

Boil rice noodles, drain, and mix in a mixture of clean peanut butter, tamari sauce, and sesame oil (equal amounts). 
Take any vegetables and stir fry in coconut oil.
Top with sesame seeds, and enjoy! Totally guilt-free and great for a fast dinner (no need to grab fast food!). 

organicandhappy:

Easy & Healthy Asian Peanut Noodle Stirfry (Vegan, Gluten free)

Boil rice noodles, drain, and mix in a mixture of clean peanut butter, tamari sauce, and sesame oil (equal amounts). 

Take any vegetables and stir fry in coconut oil.

Top with sesame seeds, and enjoy! Totally guilt-free and great for a fast dinner (no need to grab fast food!).